16/9/09

失望的心情。。心寒。。彻彻底底把她当陌生人。。一个曾经在我生命中出现过的一个人。。接下来的日子，她在我心目中扮演的角色即是我认识的一个人，跟我曾经同一屋檐下，一个房间的人。。不会再是我的朋友！！！～～～
我说到做到。。真的要感谢她，她的缺点：出卖朋友，帮了她又不说谢谢，讲话看心情，说大话，整天觉得很多人想追求她，好心没好报，自私自利，煽风点火，传统到。。到。。。。“爆”。。
这世界怎么有酱的人。。
真是绝世“变态人”。。神经病。。
真是不知我为何会跟到酱的人做朋友。。有眼无珠。。眼睛都长到背后去了～～
昨天叫我帮她，带她去见医生。。×因为牙痛～～～我二话不说，就答应他了。可是今天她是怎样对我。。我会一辈子都记得！！！原来传说中的好心有好报。。只是来安慰那些无知的人。。根本没这回事，今天我就见识到了。。真的要感谢他。。而这已经不是第一次了+
世界上只有我一人还傻乎乎地把他当好友，啊！！啊！！！越想越气。。我且从来就没憎恨一个人。。他真的破我的记录！！！
谢啦！！让我早日看清你的真面目。。。谢谢你～～同家的。。你永远都不会再是我的朋友。。我说到做到！！！你能做到酱，我也可以！！！！！

hostel life...

hostel life..?!i have a BIG question marks..haiz!!!
before i entered for a hostel life..i always think hostel life was nice ,freedom always,and you can do whatever you want and will fully perfect if you really have a good housemates,roommates,and bedmates ..hmm..but now...for me,stay at hostel was 2S..which stand for shit and sucks..
well,may be that was my mistakes what my opinion towards hostel life..hmm..i am wrong! i am wrong!!i am totally seriously wrong.haha..but now is still not too late for m to speak out..
may be some of you all think that i dont know how to enjoyed my life at hostel..
but may be you all had forgot bout something..everyone have a different personality..including me also..but we can see how worst the stage of a person's personality to day by day..haha..
is not easy that we everyday can played together,smile together and enjoyed together, discussion together,gossiping together..
but why lah everyday "you" must make it so complicated..."you every time say this people not good,that not good,but why you cannot judge yourself before you judge people..some people that you cannot judge from her look..outlook cool did not mean the person was asocial..AUTISMe..haiz!!!actually the person was the best person ever that you dint know..
my hostel life was sucks and shit..there has no any freedom here..what things you put in your cupboard ,they all also want to know..what lah this..taught us respect people privacy..but ownself cannot make it..you make me look down on you..the guard here ergh,..i felt like want to squeeze their eye out like the cow's eye just now..
hostel sucks never mind,but if in addition people also one kind..how to live?!can somebody expert teach me?!

new sem..

start from Monday was the newest sem started...this also the last year for me...hemmmm.. sem 4 a memorable sem..ours mama bong left us..actually i not really like her..but finally i found she was the best BEST compared with nowadays one..
Not say i don't like now 1,but this "mama"..haiz!!!!
HIERARCHY!! I DON'T LIKE REALLY LIKE SEM 2..
shit lah..
sem 5 started..stress more..think more.assignment more..presentation more..hectic more..eat also more..only that sleep LESS..
hope that i will doing more better compared with previous sem..
MAY GOD BLESS..
HOPE WORLD PEACE..^.~

累了！！

心碎的感觉不好受。。可是这又不是第一次了，其实应该没那么难受的，但始终觉得这一次伤的更严重。。唉！！！做人难啊！！
伤的严重，上次的不足以拿来比较，也许我真的放了很多心思在他的身上。。也许是我放了很多希望在他身上，但最后切换来了这些结果。。唉！！算了吧！！
也许我是时候放弃了。。也许上天知道我这几年来都没好好的休息。。
还是别想这么多了，可是心碎了。。暂且不会去想太多。。那就只好听天由命，顺其自然就好！！！

GenTingTriP

genting trip..one word described,"BEST"..the feeling was trully different if going wif friends and family..i like the trip..i enjoyed ery very much..
i went genting so many times..every year i went there..
the sky way...wah..awsome..!!i everytime went genting was by car..but this time it was my second time ride with skyway to genting..i was so scared ..seriously,but the feeling when you sat on top there. was nice..the wind..haha....!!!nice le...
1st day lunchh at first world hotel...nice food,,various,delicious..enjoy meal..the cakes..wah..awsome..!!!
breakfast also included,eat till full stomach ..
indoor game..outdoor game...hmmm...
all,Have to say thank you to my friend...----ANA & OGY...
Thank you very much..we Like the trip...muackzsss....

thanks....

Be thankful for the difficult tlimes,
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
Because it shows there is an
opportunity for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge,
Because it will build your strength
and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes,
They will teach you valuable lessons.
-xinhui-

。。。。。啦啦。。。。

刚刚成绩出炉了，太好了！！！这是我努力的成果,太棒了！！！很高兴又开心。。不过呢,那只是分回来的第一科。。加油！！！

明天就是anniversary 了，向云顶出发。。yeah!!!真的很期待，希望明天一路顺风。。平安抵达目的地。。

omg...^.~

今天发生了让人不太快乐的事，做人如果太计较，会活得非常幸苦。。因为你得天天去算你做最多 ，多过别人。。我在他们当中算是年纪最小的，感觉上我是最没有资格出声，但是我平时默不出声不代表他们没错，我是“忍一时风平浪静一时海阔天空”不要想太多。。不过，菩萨也会有发火的时候。。唉！！！！

yeah!!!

好啊！！终于考完试了。。。既兴奋又紧张。。怕怕！！成绩要出来了，不知自己考到如何。。会不会重考？唉！！我发觉考完了比还没考试更压力。。我相信会有人认同我的说法。。如是这样，那也没办法我至少已经尽全力了。。不过，一旦成绩还没出来，还是有一线的希望。。

今年的会全班一起到云顶。。。真的非常的期待。。太棒了！！！

5/5/09--birthday ilya...

today ilya's birthday...
see the date...omg...scary..exam soon..
stress...someone help me please...!!!
i got to be really concentrate this time...do the best...
but still scared..scared til no more mood to study..
ahhhhhHHH..

i went a competiton ...was bout flower...
i am not one of the participants..
i just went there to had a look...
so nice the flower..omg..i nvr seen so much flower..different colour,different type..
but mixed togather..so beautifull...hehe...

1/5/09

although labour day...tired day...7am already wake up...tired!!!~~~
bring sis to Kota A'famosa..hmm..hot weather..T--34c
we walk all the muzeum...(i not really like it actually)
St Paul's hill,Stathuys,n +++++
rewalk again although already went so many times...


12pm...i saw "him"..no..no..was actually his car..i was so wondering..
I miss him...but just see his car,not the real person...hmm..never mind lor...peace..
*butt the weather become hotter n hottest..omg...

yesterdaY...

yesterday nuRses Day...quite a hectic day..finish CHN posting last day yesterday with lovely Ms Tan..haha..we left early Chn posting ---school health...yesterday Ms Tan was The last day working at here..she seen so happy..after CHN,have to go bek college...omg..is boring..b coz we reach there only half an hour...then we went back hostel..a busy day starts.....
At night,nurses day hold at EQ..best place ever..
After that,hang out with friends...
ate supper at kota..
home..~~~~

28/4/09...HUMAN!!

say thank you to god..bcoz it create human..lets us see how nice this world..
say thank you to god ..bcoz it nt only create human..it create all kinds of human beings...different people bifferent face..different attitude..different character..different height..most of things are different..but got only 1 things everybody got..that is human being's normal acting"SELFISH"..
this we cant say is not good..it is good..human use this word to protect theirself..I also human ..i use this word to protect my self too..to create a golden chance for me..i use this word too...but i am not using this word in 24 hours..
some of the people using this word quite frequently..everyday ..every hour..until all the friends irritate u..
hmmm.....please ..come on....we live in this world not only for ourself..we have to live in a group..a community..so,please dont keep acting SELFISH so frequently..you need chance..people need chance too...if not,at last ..u will be alone..

d DAy after 2moro..2nd daY...

这个礼拜开始了CHN。。这也是和MsTAN相处的最后一个礼拜。。虽然他有时会很不客气地在别人面前指着我们。。但他终算做好了自己的本分。把我们从不会教到会。。他用的方法确实和其他的老师不一样，但对我们而言却非常管用。。这实在不是那么的简单。。需要耐心，加用心。。才能“培育”出人才。。其实我是很紧张，这次在CHN的其中一个目的就是到各个小学给一年级班的学生们小小的讲座。。听起来简单，其实还蛮难的，要一直捉着他们的集中力，实在不简单，说是容易，做起来吃力！！讲座会结束了，要跟小朋友做身体检查，还战战兢兢。。因为平时的对象是大人。。忽然间适应不来。。哈哈。。

1st timer

1st time wrote something here....请多多指教。。。cn talk lot of things here..d best ever...i hope i cn share something here..my experience,my dly life..hmm....this is d place for me to shoutout without making any "kecoh"..be peacefully....^^
~ox