year 2010...

tiz year 2010..1st blog for tiz year...final year exam..LJM paper..graduated..start working..graduation..was a pack "journey"..
time flies swiftly...miss student time so damn much..eat together with geng..shopping together..quarrel also together..wahhhh...is so interesting..
suddenly miss of roll call..see pn fatimah..projek..interview.collection of data...stress exam..every single thing..Now..while my juniors complaining to me regarding college,hostel,tutor..wat i tell them is "u guys must appreciate it.."

Now..when i start work..fuhhh..full of stress..face a lot of ppl every day..different type..different attitude..haih~~~deal wif ppl life too..
every day also tension like hell...still trying to cope up..

my working place..hmmm...how to describe it..i also dun know..a miserable place..miserable ppl over there..in front n behind was totally two different person..
they looked good ..some of them..argh...so call selfish_+calculative. ...haiyo..so while stay at this place..must learn strong..strong n strong..if not......

****tonight i m nite shift..say "gambatea" to myself**

16/9/09

失望的心情。。心寒。。彻彻底底把她当陌生人。。一个曾经在我生命中出现过的一个人。。接下来的日子，她在我心目中扮演的角色即是我认识的一个人，跟我曾经同一屋檐下，一个房间的人。。不会再是我的朋友！！！～～～
我说到做到。。真的要感谢她，她的缺点：出卖朋友，帮了她又不说谢谢，讲话看心情，说大话，整天觉得很多人想追求她，好心没好报，自私自利，煽风点火，传统到。。到。。。。“爆”。。
这世界怎么有酱的人。。
真是绝世“变态人”。。神经病。。
真是不知我为何会跟到酱的人做朋友。。有眼无珠。。眼睛都长到背后去了～～
昨天叫我帮她，带她去见医生。。×因为牙痛～～～我二话不说，就答应他了。可是今天她是怎样对我。。我会一辈子都记得！！！原来传说中的好心有好报。。只是来安慰那些无知的人。。根本没这回事，今天我就见识到了。。真的要感谢他。。而这已经不是第一次了+
世界上只有我一人还傻乎乎地把他当好友，啊！！啊！！！越想越气。。我且从来就没憎恨一个人。。他真的破我的记录！！！
谢啦！！让我早日看清你的真面目。。。谢谢你～～同家的。。你永远都不会再是我的朋友。。我说到做到！！！你能做到酱，我也可以！！！！！

hostel life...

hostel life..?!i have a BIG question marks..haiz!!!
before i entered for a hostel life..i always think hostel life was nice ,freedom always,and you can do whatever you want and will fully perfect if you really have a good housemates,roommates,and bedmates ..hmm..but now...for me,stay at hostel was 2S..which stand for shit and sucks..
well,may be that was my mistakes what my opinion towards hostel life..hmm..i am wrong! i am wrong!!i am totally seriously wrong.haha..but now is still not too late for m to speak out..
may be some of you all think that i dont know how to enjoyed my life at hostel..
but may be you all had forgot bout something..everyone have a different personality..including me also..but we can see how worst the stage of a person's personality to day by day..haha..
is not easy that we everyday can played together,smile together and enjoyed together, discussion together,gossiping together..
but why lah everyday "you" must make it so complicated..."you every time say this people not good,that not good,but why you cannot judge yourself before you judge people..some people that you cannot judge from her look..outlook cool did not mean the person was asocial..AUTISMe..haiz!!!actually the person was the best person ever that you dint know..
my hostel life was sucks and shit..there has no any freedom here..what things you put in your cupboard ,they all also want to know..what lah this..taught us respect people privacy..but ownself cannot make it..you make me look down on you..the guard here ergh,..i felt like want to squeeze their eye out like the cow's eye just now..
hostel sucks never mind,but if in addition people also one kind..how to live?!can somebody expert teach me?!

new sem..

start from Monday was the newest sem started...this also the last year for me...hemmmm.. sem 4 a memorable sem..ours mama bong left us..actually i not really like her..but finally i found she was the best BEST compared with nowadays one..
Not say i don't like now 1,but this "mama"..haiz!!!!
HIERARCHY!! I DON'T LIKE REALLY LIKE SEM 2..
shit lah..
sem 5 started..stress more..think more.assignment more..presentation more..hectic more..eat also more..only that sleep LESS..
hope that i will doing more better compared with previous sem..
MAY GOD BLESS..
HOPE WORLD PEACE..^.~

累了！！

心碎的感觉不好受。。可是这又不是第一次了，其实应该没那么难受的，但始终觉得这一次伤的更严重。。唉！！！做人难啊！！
伤的严重，上次的不足以拿来比较，也许我真的放了很多心思在他的身上。。也许是我放了很多希望在他身上，但最后切换来了这些结果。。唉！！算了吧！！
也许我是时候放弃了。。也许上天知道我这几年来都没好好的休息。。
还是别想这么多了，可是心碎了。。暂且不会去想太多。。那就只好听天由命，顺其自然就好！！！

GenTingTriP

genting trip..one word described,"BEST"..the feeling was trully different if going wif friends and family..i like the trip..i enjoyed ery very much..
i went genting so many times..every year i went there..
the sky way...wah..awsome..!!i everytime went genting was by car..but this time it was my second time ride with skyway to genting..i was so scared ..seriously,but the feeling when you sat on top there. was nice..the wind..haha....!!!nice le...
1st day lunchh at first world hotel...nice food,,various,delicious..enjoy meal..the cakes..wah..awsome..!!!
breakfast also included,eat till full stomach ..
indoor game..outdoor game...hmmm...
all,Have to say thank you to my friend...----ANA & OGY...
Thank you very much..we Like the trip...muackzsss....

thanks....

Be thankful for the difficult tlimes,
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
Because it shows there is an
opportunity for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge,
Because it will build your strength
and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes,
They will teach you valuable lessons.
-xinhui-